Caitlyn Jenner was so worried about representing the transgender community that it kept her up at night. In a new clip from the upcoming E! docuseries "I Am Cait," Jenner went makeup-free and spent a sleepless night talking to a handheld camera in bed, reported Entertainment Tonight.
"It's, like, 4:32 in the morning, and I can't sleep," Jenner told the camera. "I feel bad that these, especially young people, are going through such a difficult time in their life."
Jenner's new reality show documents her very public transition from Bruce to Caitlyn, and she realized she will be acting as an ambassador for the transgender community, educating viewers on the struggles they face.
"We don't want people dying over this, we don't want people murdered over this stuff," she explained. "What a responsibility I have towards this community."
She went on, ruminating out loud, as she sat up in bed. She questioned herself as she looked into the camera, not wearing makeup and running her fingers through her messy bedroom hair.
"Am I going to do everything right? Am I going to say the right things? Do I project the right image?" she asked. "My mind's just spinning with thoughts. I just hope I get it right."
Jenner's eight-episode docuseries, "I Am Cait," premieres Sunday, July 26 at 8 p.m., on E! See the clip from the opening scene below.
